Finding Joy in the Simple Things

Thank you guys SO SO much for your comments and support and texts from my last post. It wasn't easy to be honest but I feel so much better about it now. Don't get me wrong, I still have my freak out moments but overall I am starting to feel better. I went into my Dr and found out my vitamin D levels were extremely low and could be adding to all the emotions. I started taking some so hopefully that will be a start! I feel like I am finally starting to get the hang of this! I am REALLY LOVING snuggling with my baby right now! He is still so tiny and sweet and has so much spirit in him! Breast feeding is not any easier but I am starting to ease up on my self about it. I'm hard on myself and it doesn't do good for anyone. I still pump and feed that to him as much as I can. I am super excited to get back Deklan's newborn pictures- she has sent me a few proofs I had to share. I know I am bias- but I think he is the cutest thing I've ever seen :) I will add more later!