He's Here!!!!

Goodness it has been a crazy hectic few days so I apologize for taking so long to post this! My son is here!!!!! I am sure I will post a long winded birth story- but for now I will just say he made his way here safe and sound. Deklan Jon came yesterday at 5:37 pm weighing in at 4 pounds 3 ounces and is doing So SO good (minus a few eating issues). He will be getting on a tube tomorrow morning to get more nutrients but has overall been SUCH a fighter! I have been trying so hard to just focus on JUST the happy parts but I'm not gonna lie- had a total melt down most of today and my emotions are off the charts right now. I have SO much to be grateful for and he is coming home probably just a few weeks after me. I will be discharged tomorrow and am a hot mess about coming home with no baby- I am even more scared to bring him home!!! Oh my heck- HE IS REAL. I still don't believe it. I still can't grasp he is all mine. I am scared to death. Hence I am typing this right now in 3 in the morning rather than sleeping. I can't sleep. I am a little delirious...but I am so in love with this little boy and will update you guys soon on his progress :) Thank you for the thoughts and prayers!!!